{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness
{fellows}

cheryl}
 emily}
 Shihui}
 yahui}
 weiren}
 chee wee}
 fira}
 sulin}
 daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 Afianne
 Blogskins.com
 Kakii.com
 Miss M
 44suburbia
 Foto Decadent
 
{bygone}

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Monday, August 13, 2007

"Soulmate"
Incompatible, it don't matter though'
cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do

You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

hihi to whoever in reading...haha...long time no update... anyway.. for the past few months..many ups and downs lah... how i met different fellas...none of the appear to me be my soulmate..so shld i say..i'm not their soulmate..haha..but still many thanks to gary, at least we spent quite a few hrs on the phone.....just that i screwed up.hahha... as for damien...hmm i aso dunno lah... .. i dunno wad to say aso..... as for terence...pretty upset.. i dunno...y can't we be gd frens... do u really have to dislike me???? i really have no idea wad happen...
as for studying... hmm.. im not sure whether i shld pursue further..becoz.... i really dunno...haha...
basically i hope to go overseas , travel around the world..see and learn more... any job lobang...
contact me... whoever in reading...

10:52 AM;

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

harlow to whoever is reading my blog... just wanna share my past few mths experiences...
i experienced the swtest day of my life..when i met him... as that him... he is very nice...as in we chatted almost every nite... he smsed me in the morning and before i slp...is like a dream, i tot is not real..haha... then i lost him one nite...shall i call it a fatal nite...everything changes..and yep...that's the end of it...haha... i was pretty confused at that time, i was tinking...do i still like terence or him? i tot i still does like terence...so i didn really tot of being into a relationship wif that him... so basically...i tink im wrong...haha.. i like him instead... but too bad...i lost him becoz of that nite...no one is too blame but me i guess...i screwed it up... dun think is reconciliable i guess.. just that im sorry for everything...

then came along this another fella... he appear and disappear in my life...dunno wads wrong wif him.... just hate it...but im happy becoz im no longer tinking of terence...which is kinda a relief for me...haha... tink im moving on...anyway... gd nite..everyone.. to be continued....

7:05 PM;

Monday, April 23, 2007

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight
back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarityPeace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walkingI must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

5:49 PM;

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

wow wow wow... it like it's been so long since i update my bloggy... anyway my life is still as busier ever...work and work... . hmm...actually , i dunno.... got a qn in my heart but i dunno how shld i ans...haha.. i dunno whether shld i do it anot...sometime things are just too good to be true...but if i nv take the risk..i nv noe any better than the current situation hmmm... saw his pic...i tink he is enjoying life...glad to know that... sometimes really hope to msg and ask u whether i do pop up on ur mind... becoz i still do... haha... not that i nv let go..but more of memories i guess...many ppl came onto my mind...when thing starts to remind me, i once have it all... still miss the gd old days... but old days will nv be back so yup..move on... hope everyone is safe and sound and most importantly happy... life is too short to enjoy i guess... many things happened and destined...so yup...u take it positively
and seriously i dunno shld i reply... is like too gd to be true ....

7:54 PM;

Friday, March 16, 2007

right now i'm very ill.. last 2 nites i was having fever... then kept coughing... and mornin when i woke up.. i had lost my voice.. perhaps when one person is sick.. ur determination got weaken... and all ur old "sickness" come back.. i dun tink i'm get over with it... i tried for the past few months, isolated myself.. i dun even want to mention anything just treat everything had nv happen we were all frens.. i worked hard on it...but it just come back as it nv had left... sometimes i really thought my frens were right, i was thinking too much... maybe it was just purely my own wishful thinking... he treated me gd becoz we were gd frens... indeed we are good frens... and i crossed the line which i shldn be doing so.. if only he hadn't treat me that way...i wouldn't be thinking that much today... but it was like almost 2 yrs of memories.... almost everyday of seeing each other.... working with each other....and daily everything adds on...how am i supposed to forget.. many many things.. it's hard to put into words...
very tired... i dunno how shld be feeling exactly... i realised.. i'm motivated becoz of him for the past 2 yrs... is like he was always on my mind.... then things start to change.. when i start working....everything went wrong... becoz he is no longer in my life...feel kinda of loss... till now then i realised all this..perhaps you might say.. i've been taking things real hard... i agreed u with that... and i dunno y.. haha... i told my mum abt tis... not all..then she said if it was mine in the lst place, it will be... but things can't be ordered... so yup...maybe u can order mac delivery...haha... farnie wor... anyway...just wan to tell him..i miss him real badly... really badly...

1:51 PM;

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy V day to all !!!!

still in the working rite now... haiz... there goes my V day....

6:14 PM;

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

realised i still miss u.... i dunno y... is like half a yr had passed..yet i'm still stuck there..
all i can do is to tell myself to move on... i really hope i can... i thought by not mentioning you often, i could move on, i was wrong again.... still very miss you...

3:15 PM;

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