{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness
{fellows}

cheryl}
 emily}
 Shihui}
 yahui}
 weiren}
 chee wee}
 fira}
 sulin}
 daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 Afianne
 Blogskins.com
 Kakii.com
 Miss M
 44suburbia
 Foto Decadent
 
{bygone}

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Friday, October 22, 2004

haiz....i'm confused today....very very confused...i dunno wat shld i do...lucki i found emily...to teach mi art....really frustrated...haiz....
last nitez...i'm quite relieved...at least got ming shu n frank n hui to give mi advice...so nice of them....even though it was a bad daY... i'm jus so stressed...dun noe wat will going to happen to tmr..honestly..i'm like living in fear...pressure......i dunno is it that i'm give myself too much pressure..
i'm not enjoying life at all...i'm not 18 yet...but i'm under so much pressure......haven legal age leh...where can liddat one..so sad..haha
ystd nite i'm so touched...mingshu..is so nice loh...haha..thx ming...she is a realy really really really really a great fren....thx alot...

8:08 AM;



8:08 AM;


haiz....it is almost 11 mths...yet i din 4get him at all....worst still...i miss him badly...wei ting i tink u mus be thinkin that i'm stubborn..haha...perhaps tis is mi bah....i can't stop tis ...is not all my fault mah...haiz...pls 4give mi k...i realli hope we can be normal frens again.... and i hope u can see tis bah....

8:08 AM;


i'm wondering whether have i moved on....haiz..i'm getting blur and not decisive at all.....why is it so diffcult to move on...it is so hard to move on. argh...why do i wanna get myself into this trouble... i realised i have been lying to myself...i can't 4get him at all...
feel so hard to breathe.....wat am i waiting for? .....feeling stupid n breathless...

8:08 AM;

Thursday, October 21, 2004

actually i dunno why leh...i'm so lost now....iszit becoz i got nth to do....i realli dunno wat i'm tinkin...haiz....

5:02 AM;

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

today so sian lo...early in the morning, i went back to sch...to collect some bbq stuff....then went straight home. then called jooee..she was so busi finding ppl...poor ger..she was complaining her mouth veri tired ...but i feel that she is a veri veri responsible ger and absolutely a great leader.....so i definiteli will vote for her for the president of lig nxt year...jiayou k jooee..

5:58 AM;

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

today...i'm so bored...but i like it...haha...do nothing...slack...is betta than crackin my brain....honestly i realli prefer to be like this..do nothing all day...even though i seemed to be like a useless bum...i jus dun wan to complicate my life...ever since sch starts, many changes occurred around mi....haiz....realli wish can slp 4ever...hahaha...
The BBq event realli veri diffcult to plan for the food...haiz....so diffcult to plan for the food...i aso dunno wat to say lah....
haiz...i was chatting with my fren online abt guyz...recently one of my gd fren broke up with her stead, so sad lo...haiz...hopefulli she can recover soon...i aso dunnno how to console her...coz i nv have a boyfren.....then my fren said guyz are so hard to trust... i cannot agree to that ...i believe there are still good guys out there though majority are still bad....need time to find...haha..

7:20 AM;

Friday, October 08, 2004

haha...last nite , i was tokin with my fren..he is my klassmates...he veri farnie lo...we chat alot of stuff lah...we were tokin abt our exam stuff then digress to tokin abt other thingy...and i realised he got a nick call cheeko-peh, haha..given by his gerfren cum wife-to-be...so farnie lo...he is like a typical lao fuzi lo...now he got tis kind of nick....haha...but he is a nice person to chat with lah...haiz...tmr got lscm paper...i mus go studi now ..haiz..

4:09 AM;

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

jus now, i was takin my afternoon nap then i dreamt abt my fren..it was so scary lo..and in the dream i cried for him...lst time crying for him even though it was a dream.It was kinda funny... wat happened in the dream, i dreamt of this dunno wat kind of school lah then many ghosts were attending tis school. veri veri scary...then my fren died and become a ghost, becoz he ended his life, i was so sad and i cried in front of his "soul"...when i woke up, i was shocked...haha stupid dream rite...but lst time dreamt abt him liddat...so quite strange...then i was askin myself y will i cried for him and y was i so sad in my dream...he was jus my buddy or i fall in love with him...maybe becoz he was my buddy that's y..haha...hopefully that's the mani reason...haha...now then i realised i veri imaginative..haha:D , argh i haven start my lscm and ms revision...

4:59 AM;

Monday, October 04, 2004

haha...my lst time writing bloggy....today is so terrible...the om paper argh...so unexpected lo..why is it so unexpected...reali lo...so fed up...stress ar...three more days b4 the next paper..i dunno how to start the revision for lscm ..haiz.... but after today's paper , i'm so demoralised..dun care le...jus now i read one person testimonial on the frenster thingy...that person is my fren's fren....and my that fren, i'm not sure whether i still consider him as my fren anot n i aso dunno whether he still consider mi as a fren, seemed like i'm more like a ghost to him...actualli i'm still askin myself shld i hate him...i'm not sure whether is him whu hurt mi or was it mi ....he is a nice guy but haiz...y mus he be so cruel to mi...sometimes i realli wished that time could rewind itself n let mi prevent mi frm telling him...but now is too late...i lose a fren...haiz.....

10:02 PM;

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