{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness
{fellows}

cheryl}
 emily}
 Shihui}
 yahui}
 weiren}
 chee wee}
 fira}
 sulin}
 daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 Afianne
 Blogskins.com
 Kakii.com
 Miss M
 44suburbia
 Foto Decadent
 
{bygone}

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Friday, November 26, 2004

ok...morning is beri cold...but nice to slp....haha..i'm supposed to meet my frens for badminton..but i got their msg that they cannot make it...cannot blame lah...all got valid reason...and i had to cancel it ....heng i managed to call one of my fren...to tell her it is cancel...she was abt to leave her hse....
today h is still so confused...i tink is quite normal lah...perhaps..is jus too...confusing....somemore that guy didn do anithing...
hopefully h can recover soon....her courage jus dun work for her...she said i got alot courage..coz i confess to wt....but i realli love him....i dun wish to lose...without trying.......i dunno have i get over with him....haha silly mi...
happi or sad...i dunno how i feel...it is jus so......confusing...

11:53 PM;


还记得吗 窗外那被月光染亮的海洋你还记得吗 是爱让彼此把夜点亮为何后来我们 用沉默替代依赖曾经朗朗星空 渐渐阴霾心碎离开 转身回到最初荒凉里等待为了寂寞 是否找个人填心中空白我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折 各自悲哀只怪我们爱得那么汹涌 爱得那么深于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了挥手了 却回不了神如果当初在交会时能忍住了 激动的灵魂也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折 各自悲哀 .....tis is how i feel today....basically..we were gd frens...yet..haiz...we became the strangers.....wat is happening...perhaps is my fault......

1:09 AM;

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

jus now was chatting wif shihui...haha...i told her i goin to heck care wt liao...even if i were to cry n flooded the whole place...wt is not goin to care...wat is the point of crying over him n sad... rite......so be happi...haha.....
then i went online msn...then booked the badminton courts....this fri goin to play badminton...long time no 'exersizes'...haha......
ok late liao...i'm goin to slp...tmr is a brand new day...yea!!

11:17 PM;

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

i spent the whole day in my cousin hse...veri tiring...wat had i done...i shall not elaborate...basically i nid alot of time to write dwn...it was a tiring day...
today i'm realy sorry...supposed to meet my frens...a secondary sch gathering lah but cannot turn up....jus wan to say sori to hui, wenshan....sori to disappoint them....haiz...
then jus now i jus consoled rostina..told her that dun be too sad...we can choose to be happy or sad, we shld control our mind and not our mind controlin us..suddenly i realised wat i had said...haha....but i'm aso sad too...haha...silly mi.... but i'm speakin the truth...haha......
haiz....i vexed for the whole nite...alot of things came into my mind...my new timetable...haiz alot stuff lah....cannot slp....realli stupid mi....haiz.....

9:30 PM;

Monday, November 22, 2004

haiz...i jus got my timetable...quite disappointed somehow...becoz my didi not same klass wif mi liao..so sad...cannot crap liao...haiz....hopefully i got frens same klass with mi...why mus tp got fast system....really sad lo.....
then jus now aso...got a phone call frm my cousin...then she ask mi to go to her hse tmr...actually is my grandma's order....stress ar...i'm supposed to meet my frens tmr...haiz...causing one of my fren upset...haiz..i really not purposely one mah....hopefully she is not mad le...


9:54 PM;

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