Monday, February 28, 2005

haix....................confused.........................vexed........................y??? y liddat de.... when i'm abt to 4get u ..u appeared again....then i like whu ? whu? whu? whu? him or u.... wat the...lol... getting messy..... how is jealous like? ......??????????????????? strange...really strange.....my feeling like all missing le...i dunno how....yelp....i numb le? oh my god.....wat is happening? shitty........

frank..i long time aso no see u liao leh.. lol.. anyway..today i met that H2O... i was in the lift behind door..then when the door opened..... i'm facing him directly...no way..can avoid him..haha....i dunno wat to say lah...is like when i dun really rem him liao..he came back to that pic le... and when i'm goin to change....and happy...4get everything le.... haiyo..jus wish... i aso dunno wat i'm thinking lah.. if i like another one.. history will repeat...but if i dun move on.. he will stay in mind... if i heck care..i'm crazy... lol...... haiz..... but i tink peixin is a nice gerfren..lol..she is a nice ger...lol..a nice fren aso..called mi 1000yr old demon...very clever..lol... haha.... i dunno lah...stress ar.... and ya..today went to yh hse...lol.. quite fun bah... played the uno jenga thing...then i tink i shld not gamble animore....lol.... and suddenly realised yh is so small-sized...mini...lol... terence's butt aso very sexy can kick..hehe...lol.... then erm...potato chip..very heaty..cannot eat too much..mus drink more water...lol...ok..aniway..finally submitted my log mod le..yea yea

2 months le.. i tink u dun even aware that i deleted ur msn contact...haiz... wat's wrong wif mi?

wat's wrong wif mi ar?..........whu can i tok to ??? .........i really dun understand le..

this particular song.." dance with my father"sang by Luther Vandross... very touching.. u all shld listen to it...nice...
tis afternoon, i had my lunch at mensa with yh, px n ter.. then i bought the tempura set.. haiz.. it is.. so veggie lo.. so many vegetable..swt potato...then 2 prawn lo... haha.. then we sat there and chatted lo.. haha....how i wish that we can sit and chat there 4ever until we old....lol.. no need to tink abt projects..hehe.. is like so stress lo.. why so many projects? haha...yh... i was tinkin maybe hor..when we 4 all old le.. like when we are 60+ yr old.. maybe we get back to mensa..n chat there again...haha.. by then we will have many wrinkles..old...walk very slowly....haha.. i duno leh... i like the feeling of sitting down n chat..no woes no worries..lol... then we can walk very slowly along the 'plane landing' alike path at the jupiter cafe....watch the sunset...so nice..haha..haha..i tinking i'm thinking too much le...

finally...my powerpoint ok le..except the comskill ..n ya..uir..sian man.. but one down le...exam coming soon le..stress ar... lalalalalala...

y? y?Y?y?y? we are in the same sch yet we nv meet.......

today.. i finally got my promodel rite..yea yea...even though is kinda poor qty lah..but i really did my best le..yea..then today aso my last peer teaching tutorial...i can say it ended quite smoothly lo... now then i realised why aishah kept asking is there any conflict in the grp....lol.. anyway.. nxt week summative test le... very nervous abt it... so many notes to study lo...haiz...

I'm not here right now. I've gone to go look for myself. If I should return before I get back, please ask me to wait.

Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."

basically..my topic of today is... fur...so scary lo..those animal, bears, fox...kanna slam on the ground so as to get their fur lo..somemore they are alive de lo...those ppl are sickening man...really sad to see that lo..... and i cried..when i saw tat clip..those animal..really poor thing xia....now i'm goin to be a part-time vegetarian le..sickening man..see all those animal..killed..for their furs..meat...slowly..i'm goin to be a full-time vegetarian...
erm....actually kantang..dun tink so much..coz... u will nv noe wat will goin to happen....life is so unpredictable rite..if she is meant to be urs... she will come back to u if u set her free... if she dun come back to u rite..u will wish her happiness rite..

basically..my topic of today is... fur...so scary lo..those animal, bears, fox...kanna slam on the ground so as to get their fur lo..somemore they are alive de lo...those ppl are sickening man...really sad to see that lo..... and i cried..when i saw tat clip..those animal..really poor thing xia....now i'm goin to be a part-time vegetarian le..sickening man..see all those animal..killed..for their furs..meat...slowly..i'm goin to be a full-time vegetarian...
erm....actually kantang..dun tink so much..coz... u will nv noe wat will goin to happen....life is so unpredictable rite..if she is meant to be urs... she will come back to u if u set her free... if she dun come back to u rite..u will wish her happiness rite..

i wan to talk to him...

actually,i was thinking abt tis thing- is it so important about one's history.... i tink everyone has their own history..be it colourful.. gd or bad..i tink we shld learn to move on lo.. everyone makes mistakes.. but i tink shld give chances.. n most importantly.. if tat person have learned his/her mistakes, and learn his lesson..... i believe he or she deserve a second chance bah.. history is meant for us to learn the impt lesson.... ystdy was history, tomorrow is mystery and and today is a gift that's y we called it present... lol.... so kantang... be happy k....

today..my uir test... quite ok lah.. not really that diffcult lo..jus so farie... anyway..today comskill was kinda long-winded lo..then need to do proposal somemore..sian man.. haiz..my marketing haben finish lo..sian.........

then today.. is Vday… so fun lo…esp during purchasing klass ..hopefully yahui is touched by that flowers bah.. so romantic lo envy yahui…… haha..i noe is kinda embarrassing.. but is sweet lo..and she didn throw the flower away..that means,… that secret admirer got chance lah..haha.dun fret mr secret… lol… anyway…my vday.. haiz..i’m still doing my log modeling..sian… and ya.. I saw him today twice…lol…but he didn see mi.. so…fate bah…. Sob sob…lol…

honestly my pom tutorial was a torture lo... i dun wan to say liao
then now ig is having some internal problem lo...simple thing like assigning the post, we can't even be decisive.. i dunno how lo...how to lead xia.. damn it lah... f**********

ok..jus now i made i big big big move.. which i deleted his msn contact liao....ok...i noe is kinda childish for some ppl feel lah...but i tink is time for mi to move on.. and 4get le bah.. maybe tis is a fate test bah, if he still regard mi as a fren, he will go find my email and add mi again bah..if not, means not fated to be frenz bah..haha... crazi mi... move on liao..haha..
so many projects xia...can't breathe..haiz...sian...why UIr so many assignments de..haiz...anyway... quite happy wif my results for my assignment one but not a A lah..haha....
haha...jus now afternoon chatting wif johnson nv noe he so lomatic person de..haha...

ok..busi busi...busi,.. i dun wan to tink of anything ...haha.. today i saw him..haha..long time no see him liao.. but kinda the strange leh.. how come i no longer feel anything when i see him? so strange.. i changed le mah? or i ..... i duno lah.. i feel so .. i dunno...i cannot tell anione... i musn't.. i'm confused.....
today we chose our lig president n vp.. haha.. as i predicted..is joee and jiaxian... anyway we kinda mahfun lo... the sub-com chosen liao..still need to change.... mahfun le... haiz... sian... terence's arm got pus today..then he said he sheng long..literally translate hahaha.. born dragon..haha.. i heard don said that..haha..