{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

ok... a crow can nv be a swan rite...swan and crow are different things. i agreed wif that...i will nv becoz a swan...so yaling i noe u trying very hard to change my mindset and is encouraging mi to change, step out the cage, be confident.. of coz i want to...but it really hard to change ..to 4get the memories and open up. i tried b4...but it didn work.. i dun wan to change and i wan to close myself up becoz i dun wan to repeat the history. basically i will nv do it..changing is hard...letting go is even tough. i dunno wat happen to mi lah...maybe i really really in love wif him bah...previously i nv got tis problem lo..perhaps all crush de bah...haiz...i dun wish to leave the memories away..becoz that is the oni thing left for mi to think and rem. can say it is precious for mi bah since i nv in love wif a guy so deeply bah.... silly mi rite...i hope to move on..but i noe it will not..it is a hurdle i will nv jump over....unless...something or someone remove it..haha.most probably is mi bah..that will take years..haha.it is a big big big high hurdle ..mus learn to jump high ...i can nv jump so high... Now i realised wat is love bah...love is someting that is not easy to 4get. true love is so profound.....haiz...


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