{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Monday, May 23, 2005

for the past few days and past few nites, crying....it hurts... my heart nv so pain before..lst time. i nv noe..until he told mingshu that he was suffering too... i'm sorry... i shldn have love u....alot of things shldn happen in the lst place...if only i'm not that selfish... i shldn like him...i tink it thru.. only way to let go..is... i treat as i dunno him.....is kinda extreme.. but is fair to him.... i tink he very stress ... he gotta to stand..ppl making fun of him..then he mus aso think of my feeling... haiz... i jus hope he is happy... haiz...... y is everything against mi????????? shld i jus die????????? make life easier for everyone.. frenship...if he still consider mi as his fren..he shld haf tell mi everything..... haiz..................... perhaps dying is gd method to run away

10:40 PM;

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