{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

y do u a have to force mi? treating u like a stranger..cause u to be unhappy...u tink i feel gd abt it mah? i nv wan tis to happen... u tink i dun wan to tok to u mah... there are so many things i wan to tell u..... can i??? there are so many things to consider... scare that u might be teased again...scared that ppl might blame u again... sound very wei da rite... but i meant it... i dun wan to be wei da, but i can i not be ...i nv wanted u to suffer... in fact i nv wanted anything from u.... i didn wan u to accept mi... i confessed becoz i'm straightforward...always tot that courage are for use...and i was wrong...but i nv regret abt it..coz i really do love u.... previously i dun like to hide my feelings...until i learnt my lesson... feelings shldn be shown... all i can say...if u wan mi to let go...i haf to treat u like a stranger...gif mi time.. maybe one month, one year, one decade..i dunno.. sorry if u tink i'm selfish... maybe i'm jus stubborn... sorry for everything..i noe u r suffering..unhappy... dun worry..i'm aso..u r not alone....i'm really sorry...

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