{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

shihui..i got ur letter... as in the letter u wrote for mi... thx alot.. very touched by ur words...thx for being there for mi... love ya.... i gave up le.... now i hope i can be his fren..i will be very happy le..i'm even happier to meet ppl like u... and many other ppl... learnt alot from u all... learn to stand up when u failed...learn to cry from u( i mean u...shihui)... hahaha... haha.. learn that something jus doesn't meant for mi....
... like wat u said...life is too short to cry...but long enough to give it a try... i tried le..but failed...very badly as a matter of fact..haha... haha...but is alright..coz i will nv try tis again.. haha.. a very bad fall indeed... move on rite...
actually i'm quite surprised u mentioned that some ppl in msn still ask abt mi..and wat happened to mi...haha... i noe it is very silly to put thoes sadistic nick... but then nice mah..haha.. sad nicks sometimes jus touched our heart easily.. rite...butterfly gurl...
haHA...AND last nite ..i did something..very daring move... i smsed weiting.... a frenship message.... erm.. i dunno if it is a right move...but then i really wish to be his fren again... haha... crazy mi rite... i
i aso dunno why... recently.. i got tis feeling...that i mus finish or do watever i always wanted... i dun understand... i hope nth is bad going to happen... got tis weird premonition... i dun understand y... maybe i'm leaving very soon..haha..choi choi... but then watever iszit...i hope u( shihui) can be happy... ok... ur try is a success one... it will definitely be forever... cheers!! love ya...*muack* and if anything happens to mi... dun be sad k... mus keep smiling....


jus in case ...something happen... tis is wat i wan to say to my dearest frenz (not in order k)
shalene, u takecare of ur health k... dun stress to be too stress...relax...everything is going to be alright...
yahui, seeing u so happy... i aso happy for u.... hope u can be forever happy..dun stress aso..let it be...i always wanted to be a sai...but.. haha.. still ... reality and dream are different...life..haha..
mingshu...haha....u most easily laugh de... not much worries... haha...i noe u like dragon boat..very nice hor the boat... haha... shadow very nice...but kel aso not bad...haha..mao mao aso not bad... haha... very hard to find gong tao nowadays.... but i believe... beiying will realise ur presence one day... and maybe u 2 might get together... or maybe someone esle... haha... u will nv noe...
ck's turn..basically he is the lostlove most , go kbox wif him..he will sing very sad songs...sing him until i aso very sad.......very nice pal... console ppl very good aso... ya..ck u too slim mus eat more k.. very happy to noe u... so glad....noe that u r too busy... for ur projects..hope u haf fun k..haha...sarcastic mi.... takecare...eat more...
round round aka weiyuan...very rational... he very gd at tao li... haha... very fun lo... always can play wif mi ..but then msn always bo chap mi de... tok to others or play games..but is alright... wat to do..i not pretty gers....haha.. always call him my dear lah..blah blah...blah..haha.. very er xin mi .... but u mus aso takecare ur health k....
yaling... the most poor thing de... haha.. last time matchmade her... to someone esle... i'm really sorry...nv noe it will ended tis way..but then lucki u r forgiving... thx yaling... u aso mus eat more ar... u like getting slimmer...but then u always like very busy..mus eat more de k..takecare... debbie still needs a mama...haha...find debbie a dad...
joee... wat can i say leh... haha... you shld be the most capable among all of us... u can handle tings well...haha...arboh can be lig president....jiayou k... u aso very low-profile...haha..but then mus eat more aso... put braces very pain de...
ar my cheryl darling and lihui..gettin to noe u and li hui...i shld consider myself very lucki... u 2 made mi realised wat is xin fu.... haha... u always tell mi to be stronger...waking mi up from my stupid dream and realising i'm so xin fu..haha yea... u mus be more strong k... console whoever is sad...haha..u will light up their life... haha..maybe u can do volunteer work... u jus like my da jie jie...haha...
s...n... i dunno whether u r reading anot i hope u noe i'm refering to u...coz i noe u dun like ppl to mention ur name...erm..i tink ur life has so many ups and downs....but many ppl out there aso suffer even more than u..... i dun noe how u really feel rite now...but if i were u... i will definitely sad...of coz i'm in no right to tell u anything...is ur choice...but then move on bah... time waits for no one... treasure watever u have now...maybe the pain in u..will subsidy one day or nv... but we mus learn to withstand the pain..if not, u will be suffering alone... not the person u love..
ok..mao mao... eh... i dunno wat shld i say leh..u always very de ...haha... i dunno lah... u mus jiayou k...prove to ppl that u r not a gay... actually..i aso dunno lah... now always wif u... very sian to see u everyday...but then on every thursday if didn see u... also weird weird de...maybe becoz... i jealous of u can slack at home...hahaha...
emily and sulin... we really long long long long.............time didn go out eat liao..haha...miss thoes days... eh... i tink we got alot to tok bah if we see each other again... going to miss u all... love ya... takecare k..
i realied my frens list is going on and on... haha..i got so many to say... maybe i shall continue tml..... ok lah...to be continued tml........

9:12 PM;

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