{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

yesterday nite....stayed up quite late... i was thinking something...or vexing bah... i dunno... one year ago...i got tis pen from one person______ and ystdy ....i got another pen from another person________ ...pen oni rite..no big deal...i agree.... insignificant thing..i agree...but then why a pen... it jus reminds mi of somethings...that shldn happen in the lst place....things that shldn be there in the lst place...but why it happened again...why a pen? ....and i'm so silly....i still kept the pen... i nv use it... precious bah... now comes another one... 2 pens.. i hope history dun repeat itself again... time flies... so many things happened... haha... i really dun wish history will repeat again...feel like running away... run to somewhere... somewhere...i dunno...haha.....i'm so blessed...heaven very kind to me...sometimes i jus hope heaven can be kinder and nicer to everyone...everything ... animals....no more sadness...
and my god-uncle....dun noe him well...but.he is so poor thing..broke few of his spines and nerves and most probably will be paralysed for his rest of life. i just got to know 2day that he was the one who hit onto the rails on the tampines bridge reported in the news.... sometimes i dunno why heaven do such things to people... i'm not blaming the heaven...heaven took away all his colours.... but why take away his happy life now...lstly he is borned colour blind...he only see black and white colour, he nv sees other colours in his life.... but he is very optimistic.. live life to the fullest... met the ger he loves and married her.... and have kids... everything is so swt and nice...smooth-sailing... heaven gave him an obstacles again.... took away the happiness he once had.... now he may be left paralysed ..... he got 2 loveable and adorable kids... both are pretty young..... hai...wat will happen to them.... most probably...life won't be the same again for them.... why why why??????? i prayed he will recover soon... takecare uncle... u mus jiayou!!!!

jus now mingshu show mi a song lyrics, quite meaning full....

Because of all these setbacks, I finally understand, That most beautiful flower, it's blooming for itself...
Lydia, with your vague gaze Why do you wander with an ocean of heartbreak
You've been hurt; even your smile paces about
Gypsy girl, who do you sing for?
You will see fog, see rain, see the sun
The cracked earth yields heartache again
He left, but can't take away your heaven
After the wind dries, tears of rainbow light will fall
He left, so you can leave your dreams behind
There must be a place to wait for love to take flight
Lydia, happiness isn't far away
Open your windows, and make a wish
You will feel love, feel hate, feel forgiveness
Life will not always be filled with heartache

11:22 PM;

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