{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

ystdy stayed up till 2am.... i cried..... cried to slp.... cried until my brain very tired... fell asleep... today...woke up wif painful eyes... swollen... but then i tink i still wan to cry... i realised.... i miss him... but i shld be over him but its jus not the case..... wad is the pt... haiz........................................... i tot i can see him 2day....but i didn see him.... becoz everytime at 11+am...he will be sitting at the level 3 bench ...right above LT 18.....but i didn get to see him 2day....fate bah...the more u wish u see a person... the person won't appear..... when u hope nt to see that person...he will happen to be there for u to see..... but maybe is aso something gd bah... then slowly i won't rem how he looks like... then 4get him.... haha...wad a joke.....
mao mao... i dunno..... he always tinks i'm kidding...am i really jus kidding...or i really is a idiot... maybe i did love him....but he doubt it..... haha.... that aso influences mi... maybe i'm doubting my feeling.... i dunno who i like.... all i wish is to see wt again... tok to him... but suddenly...if mao mao not wif mi... it is so weird.... maybe i can mao mao is like teddy bear to me bah...coz he is hairy like a bear...haha..jus kiddin... i dunno............................................................................

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