{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Firstly, i want to thank lihui, cheryl, joee, shalene, huisian, shihui, william, mingshu, yahui, sulin and mao mao..thx for remembering my b'day..and sending b'day wishes to me, and gif me surprise..gers thx u so much for the cake.really appreciate ! and william , thx alot for the airborne badge and the letter u wrote... i'm touched.... i'm 19 now. as wad joee and mingshu told me..big ger liao..mus be mature.. mus xiang de kai... i will definitely....

how time flies.
been one year after my 18th b'day. i still rem how i celebrated my last b'day. i was late. i shook his hand, he wished me happy b'day. it was definitely one of the best hand-shake i got.

rite now, 10.39pm. i haven got his b'day wish for me, shldn be so greedy. i got a group of gd frenz out there for me wishing me happy b'day. i'm contented. but somehow.. i dunno.. missing smth... how i wish he is one of the frenz there too...

ok..now mao mao... i dunno wad to say... make urself clear...sometimes i really dunno why u treat me liddat... maybe u dun feel anything lah... or maybe i shld be clear to myself... things aren't meant to be, then let it be. let it go...haha.. and cheryl..if u r reading this... i wan to thank you for everything... i dunno whether u dun like him anot.. i tink u do..and he aso and i guess there is smth going between 2 of u...haha... time will tell... dun worry...

tink everything will have an ending, be it a gd one or bad one...it mus end someday... i dunno...actually today i got worst feeling... i wan to breakdwn..but i tell myself..today is my lst day of being a 19 yr old...dun wish to cry ... think i have said enough... gd nite ppl

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