{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Friday, December 02, 2005

i don't know. I'm sad. I just don't want it to happen so fast and end so fast. I don't want to be sad. I don't want anything. I hope I don't feel anything. I hope I can die soon. I hope I can rest in peace. Cheryl said I'm too negative. I don't want to be so negative, don't know.
PLease just let me rest.... Think life is too much for me take. I don't know. may not be able to take it. Pls 4give me for leaving so soon. when time is up, nth can stop the time from moving... Pls 4give me. Thx you for everything....

8:44 PM;

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