{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Monday, December 12, 2005

today 12 dec one day before my 19th bday..being crying after coming back to sch...
so weak....so messed up... i dunno..i saw weiting.. the distance is jus one hand away..i can say hi..but i didn do it... regret...
then that maomao... i dunno..sometimes i jus dunno how to react and behave in front of you... cheryl said u r aware that i likes you... but so... i dun mean anything to you... u said it yourself... tink i'm not going to sms him or call him liao... wad is the point...when he dun even wan to ans my phone call... not your problem anyway..so heck care... i'm really confused wif my feelings now... i like u to be around..but i hate to be wif u... i dun wan to fall any deeper... my fren said i'm jealous.. haha... wad a joke... but i dunno...i'm confused... very messy in my heart...
think seeing don is the best... he reminds me of thoes stupid, farnie, gd old sip days... i hope to erase everything.. my memory... wouldnt it be nice...

8:52 PM;

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