{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness
{fellows}

cheryl}
 emily}
 Shihui}
 yahui}
 weiren}
 chee wee}
 fira}
 sulin}
 daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 Afianne
 Blogskins.com
 Kakii.com
 Miss M
 44suburbia
 Foto Decadent
 
{bygone}

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Firstly, i wan to make a "public apology" to alan
Sorry for the afternoon incident.
Really sorry abt it.

Now back to my life and my stupid thinkings

Life gives answers in 3 ways
It says Yes and Gives whatever u want
It says No and gives u something
Better it says wait and gives u the best

but it seems that it always say No to me...
haha

nowadays, getting too tired.
both phyiscally and mentally i guess
i really hope to slp and nv wake again.
i am not implying anything
i am not gonna kill myself
just think that life is so confusing sometimes.

ppl might find i am very weird..
always wanting kiss or a hug..
maybe i just want someone to be there
around and care for me.
show it to me bah...
i know i am nut
care a person doesnt have to kiss or hug a person
totally agreed with tis
maybe cuddle with ur love ones
is so sweet

Human beings are so complicated.
cHERYL said to me
"ppl are complicated creatures....sometimes u laugh because u're happy but sometimes u're only doing that to hide ur tears....then sometimes u cry not bcause u're sad but because u're happy"
think she is right.
As we grow older, we faced more things.
realised alot of things,
understand alot of things
and most importantly
we must acknowledge that life is not smooth- sailing
so F**k to life..haha

Maybe i Know why ppl start losing their virginity at such young age
life is too F**king to live

What happened between 2 of us?
I dont know
we are not the same anymore
I wish he knew how i feel.
i really do.

10:30 PM;

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