{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Friday, January 13, 2006

"tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
A promise not to love you Now
and try to hide the truth inside
I fail cause I just can’t live a lie"

i duno.
i'm a failure
words cant describe how i am feeling
but it hurts.
perhaps too emotional.

everytime fall for the wrong guy
and all i just wish for someone to love me

today is a very sad day.
i cried
shalene cried
lihui cried
roodee left us
i'm going to miss roodee..

ppl said
shalene and lihui cried for
a gd reason
but why did i cried?
i just wish i can say it out

how i wish u knew
and be there for me
but i know history shouldn be repeating again
Anyway time is running out soon
all of us will be moving on
into another phrase.

"Lately, nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier,
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange"

I don know.
i hope...
i pray...
i wish...
but
" I don’t wanna try "
and
I just can’t live a lie ...

11:30 PM;

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