{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness
{fellows}

cheryl}
 emily}
 Shihui}
 yahui}
 weiren}
 chee wee}
 fira}
 sulin}
 daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

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 Blogskins.com
 Kakii.com
 Miss M
 44suburbia
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

wad do you do when you know your heart is aching?
wad do you do when you know your heart is crying?
wad do you do when you know the ans in ur heart?
wad do you do when you know certain things aren't meant to be?
wad do you do when you know some wishes aren't coming true?

act as if you are fine
when you know your heart is aching
act as if nth is wrong
when you know it is very wrong
act as if it is alright
when you know it is not alright
act as if there is always tml
when you know tml will become ystdy
act as if everything will end one day
when you know you don't want it to end
act, acting, actions

life is about acts, acting, actions...
isn't it true?

nth hurts more
when ppl dun understand you;
when ppl tink you r a freak;
when ppl tink you r behaving weirdly ;
when you need that someone and you know he will nv be there;
when you know there is always tml that you r not keen to face;
when you dunno how to express yourself and all you do is to cry
when you pretend you are happy when you are not.


Be positive
Be cheerful
Be optimistic
Be happy
but wad is the true meaning of each?
when you know all these will lead to crying alone in the midnite
and a heart aching in the middle of the nite.

7:28 AM;

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