{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Monday, February 13, 2006

Today went out with my parent to harbourfront... alot of memories came back to me... i jus realised... i've been with him for around one year.. in sch..in tutorial classes.... do projects.. he is my longest projectmate... been doing projects wif him for 3 consecutive sems.. .during SIP in nol..lunch with him in the NOL cafeteria... been crapping wif him for quite sometimes..considered very long fren liao... maybe i didn treasure...shld have treasure all those times...but all humans are liddat... when you have it.. u dun treasure it..but when is gone.. u realised it will be gone forever by then.. i dunno... if i could, i would turn back the times...
I am very grateful to whoever up there.. i mean the heaven.. fate or god.. thank you for giving me all those times.... i am really happy... perhaps fate or god realised it's time up... u taking it away from me... perhaps u have arranged something esle for me... i dunno... i am not greedy... i just wish i can always stand beside him, to be there for him... i know very foolish person indeed... shalene is right.. i am always wishing.... shld have wake up from this... i am fully aware.. he nv love me like the way i do.. but like me as a fren... .. i'm aware... many thought i was sad when my love was not reciprocated...lol... it was nt the reason...i was sad becoz i will miss him.. we will be moving on..to our separate way... i duno wad fate will lead me to... but for now... i really miss him... the gd old days... wad will happen nxt ..we will nv noe... oni god knows... haha...
Terence,I miss u...takecare.

6:38 AM;

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