{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

today nth special took place..stay at home..resting... miss my home... that's like my resort.. i rest there... enjoy myself without all those communication tools.. except for my hp...
there was something i find myself very gulity... as we (my mum and i) were watching a TV ad showing BOa's new album just now... Both Boa and me were 19 tis yr..i guess..i shld be 20 tis yr but my b'day is in DEC..hence..yup i'm still 19..hee... then my mum blurt out " y both of u were 20s..yet so diff"... haiz... YES! i'm ugly... fat... a horrible-looking freak... wad to do..i can't blame anyone..except for myself.. tis is my life.. haiz......
then afternoon, LH asked me and cheryl out for the ALAn's gift.. then i called mao ...and really when i heard his voice.. it was like..." HEY I MISS UR VOICE U NOE!!!" yes...i wan to yell that to him... but i din..lol... like i dare... then in the nite..cheryl intro me several songs..and i like one particularly song...and that's is by shayne ward "that's my goal"...
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
it was definitely a nice song..but of coz it doesnt motivate me to woo mao lah..lol.. is yeah..a nice song..lol... and I MISS MAO MAO... I MUS JIAN FEI.... I want to be like a normal ger... happy...confidence.. i won't have to look down always... i can face the world ...haiz.. i can nv be liddat..

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