{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

basically... i can say everyday happen different stuff... and is so extreme u noe...one day u were so happy and hoping everything could be that way... but on nxt day.. things changed... ppl getting on ur nerves..boom... every happiness u had experienced ystdy....boomba.. jus gone...
ystdy i was so happy...over the moon..... over the sun, over the mars....oki..practically over the whole galaxy... he asked me to join him and weiren for sakae... but yes..very dumbass me... did very dumb things...turn him dwn... i mean... actually.. i tink he find it awkard to have 2 guyz eating together... i mean..yeah..i very happy... shld be overjoyed...but wad can i say... i still turn him down... wad's wrong with me...
then later tis evening, i was accused many things..that i nv done b4.... i was screwed.... and i hate it... VERY TERRIBLE...JUS KILL ME.. I HATE TO BE ACCUSED...
THEN i received a sms by someone... and i shall not mention any name...but honestly she getting on my NERVES.... lst she asked me to help her email... so i said ok... then i told i help her..but b4 that... u noe how many smses i send to her...and its are the same smses containing same msges... all becoz she can't read those texts... very u noe... then i tink becoz... of the words limits and stuff... so i stayed chill.. . . ask her to send me her resume to me....so i guai guai go online...wait for her....tonite...then... she gave me call..." i very tired...can send other days..blah blah blah"...then i was already half frustrated..then ok.. i considered that she went out the whole day... so a very understanding me... i said... nxt week bah... is alrite...then she ask another requests.. a request that i can't help....which is accompany her to the interview...honestly..the place is far... i went there for many times le... and i really dun wan to see my agent... not becoz she is wad..but she is too nice... so paiseh to reject her job offer many times...so yup... i'm not going....but is frustrating.. getting ON MY NERVES....i'm sorry...but yeah...
and rite now..he is not toking to me... i dunno y.... pls tok ...
fine lah..dun tok... then so be it... who am i ...shit..

11:38 PM;

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