{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Monday, May 01, 2006

went out for the past 3 days..long weekend..
today went to cemetery becoz to visit my great grandmother's tomb.. she was a catholics..a rose lover..bought her roses... actually when i look at her pic... it somehow reminds me that i will look like her when i'm old... lol.. dunno... got tis strange feeling.... then went to the hay dairies farm..feed the goats.. very funnie.. one of the older goat.. like to yell xia..lol..
then sunday afternoon, went out with my grandparents and my papa to visit my grand uncle who is my ah gong big brother.. and i called him tua bei gong... no kidding...
i still remembered the last time i met him, he was so healthy, fit...but now he was already a sad, old man.. very ill.. with bloated feets.. i aso dunno.. wad happen...
he has 3 wives. lst wife my grand aunty.. she passed away with cancer.. but i guess she was also very sad when she passed away. but i like her.. she loves to call me hamburger when i was young becoz i'm so round..lol..... very nice lady... still rem went to their company place party... she got many grandchildrens... but i doubt i still rem them lah.... coz that was like so many yrs ago... My granduncle 2nd wife was his lst wife sister. then 3rd wife.. in thailand with 3 child... actually i aso dunno how many child he have..all i noe..i call all his children, uncle and aunty.. coz he really got a big big family... but now he is living alone... very poor thing look at him liddat...haiz... he was once a rich man..but then now... i aso dunno wad to say.. hopefully he will recover soon.. takecare...
then saturday very sad but aso happy lah..very mix feeling..haha... met up wif shalene...went to her place... wanted to play mahjong..but then he didn come..last min changed his mind..he always do that... i dunno.. then lacked of one player..so we decide to play monopoly.. that was fun..hee..coz i kept winning and cheryl was pissed by my winning attitude.....but yup it was a boring saturday..haha..
i'm not sure whether is it becoz i've take things to hard or becoz you meant something to me... everything you said,didn't come from your heart,now i'm wondering where you are,cuz you never meant what you said... i dunno..
i've been thinking... if only we can go back to the past... change everything... perhaps.. i won't be thinking of you right now... and force myself to let go...
i dunnooooooo... And what would you say if I called on you now?
lol... if only i really went missing on alan's b'day party... then i didn hear you asking "where is mich"... if only is my halluncination...lol... i dunno...
if only i dun spend my sip with you ...perhaps... things will be much better...
if only i dun spend so much time wif you.. didn realise u are that dumbass...
if only i change my class... perhaps i won't get to noe you...
is alright anyway.. doubt there will be another again... so yup... i'm nt going to think anymore (I'm jus lying) haha

10:00 PM;

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