{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Monday, May 29, 2006

woah... last week was a sickly week for me... lets tok abt last fridAy... i worked OT until 8pm... due to the dumb tradenet declaration thingy.. then arranged the delivery schedule wif calvin and chia... basically it went smoothly but after 4pm..things abt went abit hay wire... i didn get to finish my work.. due to the schedule thingy... changed again.. so i called calvin and understand liao.. call chia did my explanation and gave instruction.. thinking everything is done..permit declared..very happy...yeah... nth went wrong... so went home sickly..prepared myself for nxt day....but then...things went the wrong way again...early in the morning my hp kanna bombarded by 2 very very funny fellas..missed adam's calls..and donald's calls...but i didn notice and didn ans his call as i went to see doc instead... then came back duno.how many msges we smsed each other..until buay tahan i called him.. coz my finger very tired aso liao...then explained to him again..wad was the email i sent the day earlier abt. actually it was a very very simple email....basically he shld have cALLed chia....then nvm...
so explained liao..yeah.happy.. i was tinking "woah...i finally done wif my work..."..i was wrong again... basically humans make mistakes..i 4give myself... ya..who is donald.. u mus be asking tis...
donald.. is someone i aso dunno..basically..i met chia and adam once..but not donald... all of them from one company btw... donald was adam's colleague.. and he speaks very weirdly.. basically..he left a msg in my voicemail...asking me to call him back....but for god sake..he didn even leave his number in the voicemail..how do i noe his number... but then i get to tok to him..in the noon..coz he called me again..haiz..yes... i was sick.. sore throat.. feverish... and gotta work... he went on "blah Blah..blah..pleasure to hear your voice... blah blah blah..." basically i dun understand wad was he toking...i jus heard one phrase "pleasure to hear your voice"...i was like... hey i'm sick..down wif sore throat..lol... ya.. he went on toking... but i didn really pay attention....i knew is abt the email thingy again... u guess adam didn tell donald..or adam is playing wif me again... anyway... yup. i already explained once..so yup i did it again... then yeah.. hanged up after that..i was so relieved...i can free liao...woahooo...but then gd things dun last long...
i got a higher temp again... perhaps i tok to long on the phone... then awhile later donald called again.. he was toking all the time... basically wad was he toking...i got no idea...i was sick man...
basically my whole sat was spent wif my hp... i was pretty annoyed.. Lihui kept smsing me in the morning..kept asking me tue canot anot... it is obvious cheryl will nv wan to.. told Lihui.. cheryl will nv go..still insist me to go ahead with plan...but nobody will wan to go..... she jus takes things to simple... sometimes i really dun understand....... then comes adam...then donald... at one point of time...i feel like smashing my hp...lol... but i'm not so violent..
so i decide le... save up more...changed a hp... change a number...leave spore...
somewhere where i can have my own garden. then i watch stars in the nite..lying in my own garden....a big and lovely home... a dog...ok make it 2... since i already got bengi... i can do my own cooking, baking... fell in love wif someone who loves more than i do.... takecare of him... he does his work...lol... yeah...simple and naive... but that is a wish... if it ever happen... god mus have made a mistake too.
but i was jus wishing.... yeah pls 4give my dumbness... haha.. anywhere changed hp nia... i say until leave spore,,, yup..i'm still sick...rite now down wif cough..lol...
then later that afternoon...got weiren's sms.. asking me whether i joining...at one point of time..i really wish i can go...but i'm jus too freak sickly...both mentally and phyiscally...
then i called peixin informed that i not going..apologized to her, then she said..."T is going aso leh... u really not going"....
actually yes...i was really hoping to see him again... but i mus let it go...
let go means no hope... nth... in fact.. i mus face the reality....
yeah lots of regret for not going...but even heaven choose to let me sick on that day... perhaps it was fate bah... it jus wasn't meant to be...

9:38 PM;

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