{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

it's all over...today marked the end of my poly life... i'm relieved awhile but even sadder... everything after today changes... of course not drastic changes... but then yup it changes...
today saw alot ppl... all looked kinda different..some of the guyz botak already... some book in tml... some bookin 2 days later...all seems grown-up... more mature-looking.. everyone has their own planning .. happy for them ... as for me... i dunno... seriously i aso dunno wad is my plan next..lol.. work as a perm.. or hoping my appeal turns out a gd news...
eh..saw him today... i tried my best not tok to him... yea..avoided him... didn get to tok to him much... i aso dunno how shld i be feeling... wr asked me give up... told me that i seems like i wanna kill myself becoz of him...lol
ok...then took alot of pics... now waiting for them to send it to me...
adam smsed.. the whole afternoon..still loves to crap... i aso dunno wad to say... he is the 2nd guy..after william ...asked me out for dinner... i dunno how to react aso..weird leh.. so weird...
haha... jus now i jus tok to terence... lol... i asked him..do i looked very stress to him today...lol.. i requested him to tell me all his weaknesses...lol.. yeah.... he asked y... then i told him... so as to act as a proof that u r not someone likeable..... freak ...but the conversation ended badly... i didn get to clarify... he finds me irritating... and yup so appear offline... hate him to the core... argh..
i go slp le....

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