{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

yesterday nite, was very sad nitez... a farewell dinner for sha and Lihui...both of them are leaving spore to aus for studies...1 and an half years.... so together, me, cheryl, sha, Lihui, alan and terence...we went to sakura at tampines safra and went to the cathay bowl.... the food was... so-so lo... abit weird... then aso ordered a small bottle hot sake... it was definitely one of the sweetest alcohol i ever drank... me and cheryl played the darts game... it was cool at lst...but then we gave up in the end... it has so many rounds..until we so tired..the rest went to play bowling... sha too shy to play... and alan was like fooling around... terence was considered the best player...at least he got the highest score...and got the most strikes... jus love him
at sakura...we ate alot... basically very bloated... many things left unsaid.. coz we were quite busy eating..lol... perhaps..they dun feel like toking anymore... i aso dunno how to tok to him... can't seem to find the right words to tok to him and can't find the way to make it rite.... very weird.. i need to leave a gap between him and me... i dunno.... i noe i love him...but i noe nth will ever happen...so i mus refrain myself... but in my heart i noe..i love him... and i do... the feeling is real weird... u need to refrain urself...yet u wish u can open up ...but u were afraid history might repeat... i was really happy to see him...yet i mus tell myself.. i shldn be...
i wish somebody can jus help me.. having serious problem inside me...lol... u aware that..u won't be appreciated...yet u still won't give up... all i have to say mich is real stubborn freak...
but wadever iszit..may 6 of us frens 4ever...and can aso always have reunion dinner..and hopefully our every reunion dinner would have more and more members joining...lol...
today was great.... i was teased again...abt the couple outfit...previously was alan and me..now was me and uncle eric... i was hoping i could wear the same outfit wif alrich..lol.. he is gd looking man...
anyway...today at work was great...finally my very lst shipment went real smoothly... cool... i'm loving it... but i'm sad.... real sad.... i can't describe the feeling... i love him..but i can't do anything....
and one thing i will like to share here.... when u pronounce this word " Colourful" silently, u read the person's lip... it looks like "i love U"....
so terence.. i wan to tell u ... "Colourful"....

10:38 PM;

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