{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

today was a bad day to start wif ...
fell ill in the morning..
actually i wanted to head back to my office to do my work..
but then yup..sickness came and visited me..
having serious flu and headache.. i guess i'm having fever rite..
then tml.. i need to accompany my grandma and my bro to the orphanage..
i dunno wad will be like.. hopefully i will be alright tml..
and i guess the coming monday.. will be seriously screw up..
i dunno.. i need to pray.. cross my fingers

so envy...
lihui told me via email her coursemate ( is a guy) also from singapore brought them, actually
drove them up the mountain top to watch the nite scenery of australia and they
stayed there to watch stars...
i was like.. wow...
i always wanted to do so on a mountain.. star-gazing...
.. but nv got the chance to....haha.. doubt i will have any chance aso..

just cheryl shared wif me a very nice phrase.. but is in chinese...
it was actually a buddhism phrase...
it was saying that.. to be able to pass by a person in this lifetime, it have to take at least five hundred times to meet or contact in eyes with the person for your previous lifetime.

very sad..
if it is true.. i hope i meet or at least contact in eyes with everyone i like for at least five hundred times...
but come to think again... i was hoping not to meet the person again..
perhaps every thing is fated.. things aren't meant to be ..just let it be...


i dun miss you badly...
it just that i will miss you when i switched on my pc
i dun really think of you...
it just happen that i will think of you everytime when i'm alone
i dun really miss you...
it just that i miss you when i dun want to...
I dun think of you like i used to do...
it just that my eyes are wet when I'm thinking of you...
whenever I'm online.. i was hoping to see you..
but you are not there anymore..
whenever i'm slping... i was wishing you are in my dream
a dream is a dream
and that's so sad
but rest assured i dun miss you so..
coz you are on my mind all times...

11:23 PM;

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