{prologue}

preferred to be called: MichB
years of existence: 19
preoccupied with: eating, sleeping, cooking , throbbing, sighing, reading, flying, star-gazing

*loves:
{chocolate
{nature
{fireflies
{him
{waterfalls
{stars

*loathes:
{plastics
{back-biters
{pests
{back aches

{wishlist}

ipod
sony erisson w900
his love
Precious thoughts figurine
happiness

{fellows}

cheryl}
emily}
Shihui}
yahui}
weiren}
chee wee}
fira}
sulin}
daniel}

{express}
N {Shoutbox}


 
{credits}

 
Afianne
Blogskins.com
Kakii.com
Miss M
44suburbia
Foto Decadent

 
{bygone}

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Time: 6.14pm... still in my office desk...
already so many months have passed...
so many months since i last met him...
perhaps i wasn't a gd fren, he dun rem me at all or perhaps i was erased totally

for the past few months,
learnt alot in the industry...
you will meet all sort of ppl in this industry...
the cunning ones, the fierce type, those stingy type...
what can i say.... i aged alot in my office....
ppl are either out there to step on you.
and you either watch where you are heading or just made sure
you are "invisible" or "invincible"
in the sense, whereby, ppl can't see you becoz you are on top or ppl do not want to look at you..
if both ways don't suit you, all you have to do talk less and work more..
haha.. currently, i'm at the invisible stage...just sometimes, custom tends to "look after" me..
but i will be watching my backside...
another thing to take note... you will never sure who are your frens and who are your enemies..
guess enough of my office survival theory...

ystdy, found my diary inside my wardrobe.
yeah is a weird place to hide a diary... i dunno why i stuck my diary in there.
anyway, i read one of my entries.
he was pretty weird in my entries...as in the way i wrote in my diary
he was very patience considering my stupid acts and stuff...
and he sound pretty funny in my entries...
i just miss crapping and laming with him..
realised he was the only one that sit down and lame with me i mean at that time....
perhaps all my frens were different classes... spent most of my time wif him.. for 1 yr..
from normal class to SIP To fyp...
i guess i wasn't aware at that time, day by day i have fallen in for him...
and that tilll ystdy, then i realised when i have fallen for him...
perhaps it was all fated...

honestly, if i'm able to choose again and re-do everything again.
i will definitely remove many things including him...
i wouldn be working here i guess.
i wouldn have met many ppl.
perhaps i will be in a oversea zoo as a zookeeper..haha..
i wouldn be here missing him again.
haha..life....
definitely miss him alot. alot.

that's all folks.
as if anyone is reading..haha..
miss you !

7:00 PM;

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